By the way, the child, Wilderson, with the migraines started the meds 6 days ago and hasn’t had a migraine now for 4 days. God is so good!

Liza, who introduced me to Ouanaminthe sent me a word today.  Liza and I met a doctor in Port au Prince last month.  He is a pediatric neurologist.  She told him about Wilderson, a boy at the orphanage in Ouanaminthe who had a traumatic head injury when he was younger that imposes regular migraines without much relief.  Dr. Castaneda diagnosed Wilderson’s injury and cause of the migraines and recommended a medicine that would be taken daily for a month and weened for three weeks to alleviate the migraines.  This medication is only $.20/pill.  She said:

By the way, the child, Wilderson, with the migraines started the meds 6 days ago and hasn’t had a migraine now for 4 days. God is so good!

Praise God.

Hacked from Dr. Castaneda’s Facebook page:

Give to those with whom you find yourself, every consideration. – Sen No Rikyu.

Bon Bagay – Good Things

Hardly fluent in Haitian Creole, I get to pick up phrases each time I get to be in Haiti.  This time was Bon Bagay, like a stamp of assurance.  And each time I get to be in Haiti, which thankfully is often but unfortunately never often enough, I see the glimpses that good life is blooming constantly, despite the thorns.  The beauty in the simplicity of the complexities I will never dare to claim as understood.  The interaction with people and place in the country are storybook.

Meet Dave

Please make a point in your life to meet Dave.  Eliza Case, via Frank Moses via Gene Schmidt (credit to him for the picture above!), is how I got to meet Dave.

This is Frank and Gene:

From Gainesville, FL about four times a year for the last five years, Eliza visits Dave and Pastor Willio and 38 more orphaned children she considers her own children in Ouanaminthe, Haiti at Sur Le Roche orphanage established and supported by Pastor Willio and his wife Christmon.  Dave’s hip has been displaced/out of socket since birth and for nine years he has walked as the ball of his hip joint rests on the side of its socket, which you can imagine is tough to walk and sit and only gets worse with time.  Surgery in the States is necessary and to do that, a doctor’s recommendation is required for a medical visa.  The doctors qualified to give this recommendation – only three of them, all in Port au Prince (PaP) as are most necessaries in the country.  Rather than the $120/pax commercial airline from Cap Haitian (closest big city to Ouanaminthe, about one hour drive) or the nearly 10 hour drive (completely estimating), Dave rode to PaP in Frank’s airplane which is about 40 minutes.  The first attempt was only as successful as gaining an appointment for seven a.m. the following morning, the morning we were bound back to the States – always a long day already.  Guarded optimism was our anticipation of the doctor’s appointment as the convenience to get the recommendation, immunizations and blood work accomplished for the visa requirement in one fell swoop would be ideal with the deadline that no later than Noon we would take off.  It was all accomplished successfully by 10 am.  Dave was one major step closer to gaining full mobility and a stable trajectory for his development.  We got to deliver he and Willio to Cap Haitian on our way out of the country to avoid their need for commercial airline’s back.  Hallelujah.

Haiti Communitere’s Resource Center Caught Fire

A couple days before we went to Haiti, Haiti Communitere‘s resource center caught fire.  The resource center acted as a communal workshop and stock for medical clinics and emergency response.  More than two years of collection of tools and systemizing a way for partner organizations and local leaders to have access to the shop and tools was what burned, but not all together lost – well, physically it absolutely was, but as HC quoted a Haitian board member and resident of Cite Soleil, Robi Louino:

 …And what pains me most is this:  this workshop was the reason that many young men and women in Cite Soleil woke up every morning, it gave them a purpose, a place to go, an activity that made them feel dignified. I do not know what they will do when they wake up tomorrow. And so for their sake, and for the sake of all the young men and women who have not yet but will benefit from the open doors and open hearts at Haiti Communitere, please consider donating so we can rebuild this community space. Cite Soleil will give what is has: its energy, its force, its courage, and we will call konbit (a traditional labor sharing cooperative) to rebuild Haiti Communitere. However, we do not have tools, funds, or medicine to give: so that is why I am calling on everyone who believes in true community development to participate in a worldwide konbit to rebuild Haiti Communitere better than it was before.

The beauty I got to see was how internationals listened when the local community for whom this resource center was originally dreamt:

And we got to use private airplanes to contribute to replenishing the tools that were lost in the fire.  A reception I’ve never experienced, and probably rarely ever will.  When we landed with the tools a handful of guys from the picture just above met us at the airport incredibly excited – kissing the tools, using the boxes as drums, singing, dancing, it was hilarious and joyful.  I don’t think the bus was turned off before the tools were turned on and being used to salvage copper and scrap metal.  That’s what Mac is doing in the picture below.

Here’s the thing – it’s just the beginning.  This is the load we brought:

– PILOTS! –  

YOU CAN CONTRIBUTE! EMAIL (CAMERON@BAHAMASHABITAT.ORG) FOR MORE INFORMATION. GATHER TOOLS IN YOUR COMMUNITY, FROM YOUR SHED, ETC. AND FLY THEM TO PORT AU PRINCE TO RESTOCK THE RESOURCE CENTER.

Merline ate a lot

Merline and her brother, Mason, came to Sur le Roche orphanage about three years ago and Merline was placed in Eliza’s arms nearly unconscious with sores all over her body and on the verge of dying.  Mason, who is legally blind but still functioning was keeping her alive and their mother, mentally ill, was not capable of caring for them.  Eliza, Willio and those at the orphanage brought her back to health and three years later or so, she’s alive and eating well. Gracious, that was so much chicken.

Encouraging: Ubuntu House

 Step 1: Recycle Styrofoam

 Step 2: Compress it into building blocks

 Step 3: Build a house, that has proven to withstand at least an 8.0 earthquake shock test

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In only five days that blasted past us, we got to worship with the church Willio leads in Ouanaminthe, deliver $3,300 worth of tools for many and specifically the community of Cite Soleil at Haiti Communitere’s resource center, have fun bringing American Idol to Haiti with shirts donated from Phillip Phillips’s (AI finalist) hometown, hang out with Dave and other kids at the orphanage, and some pretty fun formation flying over the Citadel.

 

Haiti Communitere, formally Grassroots United as you may recognize, is an organization with deep roots in the local Haitian community and the international aid community. Bahamas Habitat has a strong history with Haiti Communitere in times of disaster response and long-term development. Bahamas Habitat aids in providing transportation for supplies the organization needs in order to function as well as many organizations affiliated with Haiti Communitere.  Please read Haiti Communitere‘s press release found at the conclusion of this message to learn about the fire that happened just on the evening of 3 May 2012.  We feel this tragedy deeply as much of what we came together to transport for the last three years was trapped in this fire, in addition to much more that came from many organizations – medicine, tools, training devices, emergency supplies, etc – and is depended upon daily.  We believe in the efforts that this organization strives to realize in grasping the dreams of those in the local community and walking along until the dreams are actualized – this resource center is literally the iron the makes the this process happen; it is critical.  This effort is a community effort indicative of the voice of our common mission that we walk together in times of mourning and in times of joy.  This is a moment of mourning that when everyone acts in accordance to rebuild we are confident the moment will be reconciled to that of joy.

Pilots – take the list that Haiti Communitere compiled to replenish the resource center to your local community and ask them to fill your plane.  Before going and sending to Home Depot, look in your garages and sheds first, give only what you would give as a gift, not discards.  View Home Depot online (log in with email address: info@haiti.communitere.org and password: haitifire; once logged in click on “My List” button on right-hand side). Donations purchased here will be shipped to KFXE and flown to Haiti when there is support to do so.  Take care by paying attention to what is wished as we need to always take cues from those with whom we are serving, the community to whom this is given.  Notify us by EMAIL that you are delivering the supplies to Port au Prince and a crew will be able to meet you and unload the supplies

Non-Pilots – Recruit a pilot, organize those in your community to fill their plane with the instruction given above to “Pilots”.  Or, go to Haiti Communitere’s Wishlist through Home Depot (log in with email address: info@haiti.communitere.org and password: haitifire; once logged in click on “My List” button on right-hand side).  These donations will be shipped the address in Ft. Lauderdale.  Take care by paying attention to what is wished as we need to always take cues from those with whom we are serving, the community to whom this is given.

Once we have enough loaded up at Banyan Air Service in Ft. Lauderdale, FL (KFXE) we will direct pilots who are not loaded up or can be topped off through KFX and you will receive a discount on fuel from Banyan as they are always so kind to do so with efforts such as this.  For now, we need you to gather, fill your planes and join all our communities accordingly.

Pilots may receive a tax receipt for their use of their plane and operating costs by submitting aTrip Receipt once the flight is made.

Financial Donations may be made for our operating costs of the relief flights and please specify: Haiti Communitere; we could not function without the consistent support of so many.

Questions – Email, please.

Peace be with you all,

Cameron

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FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE: Fire Destroys Haiti Communitere Workshop –

HC Calls for Community Support

On the afternoon of May 3, 2012 a devastating fire broke out in the Haiti Communitere workshop. Fortunately, no one was injured, and the fire was extinguished before it spread. The workshop burned to the ground, destroying over two years of collected tool donations, five 40 foot tool containers, building supplies, medical supplies, and multiple projects in progress, totaling over $175,000 USD of damage. In response, the Haiti Communitere community – local and international volunteers, neighbors, firefighters and taxi drivers – came together to contain the fire, and salvage what could be saved of the tools, lumber, medical supplies, and current projects.

Now the community is committed to rebuild, and make things better than before. Haiti Communitere’s new workshop will be rebuilt in conjunction with Haitian community members, and that is a perfect example of what we stand for – communities united.

As a Haiti Communitere board member said last night:

“The people of Cite Soleil are crushed because they were beginning to see this place [HC] as their future… they were excited waking up because they had a place to go every day. We’re going to build a better workshop… this new and better workshop will be built by a konbit [the Creole word “konbit” can be defined as a coming together of individuals in an effort towards a common goal]; we’ll be waiting for the day when HC calls it, and when that happens, the community will come.”

~Robillard ‘Robi’ Louino, HC board member and member of the Soley Leve movement

We are moved by the show of support and well wishes and are grateful for all the help to continue our work which has yielded a great foundation over the last two years.

For more information, or if you have tools available to donate please contact us atinfo@haiti.communitere.org. Please direct US phone calls to Sam Bloch at 530-563-8076 or Haiti calls to Jimmy Levi at 509-4738-1421.

We have started an initial Wishlist through Home Depot (log in with email address:info@haiti.communitere.org and password: haitifire; once logged in click on “My List” button on right-hand side). As we send this, the first supply plane is in the air with more pilots mobilizing. We will have a detailed list of lost medical supplies available shortly. Donations can be shipped to:

Banyan Air Service

c/o Haiti Relief, Dan Torres-Bahamas Habitat

5360 NW 20th Terrace
Fort Lauderdale, FL 33309

To make a tax-deductible cash donation, please go to www.haiti.communitere.org/donate.

Online donations are made through Omprakash, our fiscal sponsor. Please share this with everyone you know. To get involved in the planning, design, or construction of the new facility please email info@haiti.communtere.org.

Over two years, volunteers built Haiti Communitere into a dynamic, living showcase of ideas and collaboration, where foreign individuals and NGOs work together with Haitians on community-based projects, innovative solutions, and medical support. Haiti Communitere is still open; our conference room, computer lab, and all sustainable living solutions are unharmed.

 

Haiti: 25-29 March; Port au Prince – La Gonave – Jacmel – Port au PrinceImage

5 computers for a computer lab via Scott Hudson and Capital One;

100 lbs of school uniforms via Mission:Change;

4 water purification systems via SIFAT;

2 missionaries, Cowboy and Pastor Bobby Hill.

ImageThis is clearance to land at La Gonave,

La Gonave airstrip is rough.

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Cowboy distributes water purification systems on behalf of SIFAT and through he and his wife’s ministry Under the Tree Missions.  Working with an organization, ROOTs of Development, who focuses on the island in the bay of Haiti called La Gonave, ROOTs mapped eight areas to distribute water purification centers.  These water purification systems are chlorine generators that operate on the principle of electrolysis with a solar charged car battery and two tablespoons of table salt for up to 10,000 gallons at a time.  A year and a half ago, Cowboy taught this man in the picture how to operate the system.  When we got to install the second system in the series of eight that ROOTs mapped, this man met us at the new site.  He told us that he has used the system everyday providing clean water for the community.  Eagerly, he asked to establish this one.  He built it and taught the new technician how to run it.

Cowboy said it well when the batch was purified, “Good news and bad news: Good news is that we don’t need to come here anymore, and the Bad news is that we don’t need to come here anymore.”

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Haiti is beautiful.  View from the top of La Gonave.

ImageGot to run into Naomi.

ImageWent to an orphanage for girls in Jacmel that’s operated by a church in Knoxville, TN – Whitestone Church.  About 20 girls live here and a handful have been adopted and will eventually live in the States when the process is done, usually takes at least a year and a half.

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Haitian Fix-a-Flat.  They basically weld the tube of a tire back together.  We didn’t have a flat tire this time, thankfully, but reminded me of a time about a year ago.  Cowboy had to change the tire three times on a Land Rover in Haiti and I got to be so helpful to shine a flashlight in his eyes while he did it.  I really thought I was being helpful but this invention was actually what saved the tire ultimately.

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Sister in Port au Prince who got these computers through Scott Hudson and Capital One.  She will use them to build a computer lab at the Catholic church downtown Port au Prince.

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 Dan Pace is a volunteer pilot who flies with Bahamas Habitat.  He recruited SIFAT to install a chlorine generator water purification system at a Catholic church in downtown Port au Prince.  Cowboy stands with (right to left) Joshua who we know through his church that he is super involved with teaching Bible studies and preaching, Fr Jean-Jacques, and Yves.

Yves is the music leader at the church and was actually in the church preparing for a service when the earthquake his and the building leveled on top of him.  He was under the rubble you see in this picture that crushed his back for eight hours before he was rescued.  He believed the doctors who told him that he would never walk again.  He will tell you that it is miraculous that he is walking again after a year of being paralyzed.  I would’ve never had known it.

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 Steepest driveway of all time, and a roadblock unique to Haiti.

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And a nice view of Port au Prince at the top, from the guesthouse’s second story porch.

The four days were quick.  We got to meet a handful of missionaries and humanitarian organizations building chicken coops with chickens so fat they can’t stand up without leaning, tilapia farms, bakeries, aquaponics, houses made of Styrofoam that withstand 8.0 earthquakes built by Haitian women, and the challenges of living full time as an aid worker in Haiti.  The role of a pilot lends your ‘duty’ to be accomplished the second the plane is unloaded, when you look at it at the most basic level.  Many times I mull over how to be in relationship with those who you are always leaving and we didn’t come up with much resolution other than being reminded of this African proverb:

     “If you want to go fast, go alone.  If you want to go far, go with another.”

And, even though we tend to go lightning fast, I’m confident that diving in with people for the time you are with them is what we have to give – be fully present when you are with one another.  The questions of slowing down, simplifying, listening always come into question when your role is so transient.  It’s a luxury from our perspective to be established in a given place and we grapple with the difference between going fast and going far.  I’m inclined to go far, but it is slower in an age when we want immediate change and answer.  The Haitian people and culture have showed me that no matter how bad a situation is, it is worth allowing time to run its course of healing and that can never be rushed no matter how desperate the circumstances.

So we then walked right into Holy Week culminating to Easter when we remember the sacrifice of Christ and the promise of the Kingdom that is Perfect and Good.

“As the deer logs for the water-brooks, so longs my soul for you, O God.  My soul is athirst for God, athirst for the living God; when shall I come to appear before the presence of God?  My tears have been my food day and night, while all day long they say to me, “Where now is your God?” I pour out my soul when I think on these things: how I went with the multitude and led them into the house of God, with the voice of praise and thanksgiving, among those who keep holy-day.  Why are you so full of heaviness, O my soul? and why are you so disquieted within me? Put your trust in God; for I will yet give thanks to him, who is the help of my countenance, and my God.  Glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit, as it was in the beginning, it is now, and ever shall be. Amen.”

Psalm 42:1-7

An email I got from Steve Shoemaker:
Cameron,
My wife and daughter just got back from Haiti and  they helped deliver one of two of the sewing machines that Dan Pace delivered from our church to a church in Pignon. The other sewing machine had already been delivered to some grateful Haitian women.
The pictures show Daniel Pace’s Cirrus  that volunteered to fly the machine from Ft Lauderdale to Pignon, Haiti.  The picture is on the ground in Pignon (grass strip airport).
Being off loaded, put back together, crossing over rivers to get to it’s final destination, our teen team surrounding the machine in back of the pickup truck and carrying
it into the little church that it will be used in for the community.  The final picture shows it set up, threaded and ready to go.  It will join another machine that is already
there.  There was a room filled with women in line to use the machine when we got there.  That little machine just thought it had seen the end of its usefulness, but it is
now in a new home (thanks to the generosity of a woman in Lexington, Ky,Bahamas Habitat and Dan Pace) and ready to serve a new community for years to come.   My wife had a little plate made for the machine which said:
“May the Lord Jesus Christ bless the work of your hands to His glory”.

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“May the Lord Jesus Christ bless the work of your hands to His glory”

May God bless you with discomfort
At easy answers, half truths, and superficial relationships,
So that you may live deep within your heart.
May God bless you with anger
At injustice, oppression and exploitation of people,
So that you may work for justice, freedom and peace.
May God bless you with tears
To shed for those who suffer pain, rejection, hunger and war,
So that you may reach out your hand to comfort them and to turn their pain to joy.
And may God bless you with enough foolishness
To believe that you can make a difference in the world,
So that you can do what others claim cannot be done,
To bring  justice and kindness to all our children and the poor.
Amen.

Met a girl last week in Haiti.  She is about five years old and gets to live in a home for children with special needs after she was found abandoned and starved in a building.  When I saw her she was stonefaced.  Then someone that she knew waved and her face lit up with the widest smile.  Her condition is that the only emotion she knows, and ever will feel, is happiness.  Reninca, an English missionary, who lives at the home says that the girl would have died of starvation and never felt the agony or sadness.  I wondered about her if it is so much of a ‘condition’, or a blessing.

A couple weeks ago we flew to Haiti in a company of two – the Baron N74EM and volunteer pilots Chad and Angela Johnson flying their C210 N37DP.  DP flew Cowboy and water systems and EM flew Charles Stites and Jeremy Maddox of Able Flight.  The plan for the week was to give Cowboy an opportunity to recover from nearly two years of water system installations in Haiti since the earthquake by cleaning up systems and following up with previously installed systems.  Able Flight, a US organization devoted to providing scholarships and training to those with physical disabilities, planned to meet with Haiti Hospital Appeal who focuses particularly on patients with physical disabilities in Haiti. A special effort HHA makes is training and sponsoring paralympic teams from Haiti to represent the country in the worldwide games.  It’s incredible.  Charles and Jeremy got to spend the week with those at the hospital and did everything from racing the racing hand bikes, talking about training techniques and culminated to our last day when we got to take six patients up for local flights.  It was really beautiful.  It went seamlessly and was a great day for everyone.

The little girl I saw left such an impression on my heart that I wondered about the happiness we all felt when we got to go up in the planes, a special moment for anyone, not only someone who’s physically disabled in an impoverished country.  It was euphoric even.  Even with that feeling you still see the effects of poverty that has so many levels of tragedy.  It would be so much easier to only feel happiness but what I’ve been seeing is when we see realities we cannot begin to be connect to one another unless we feel, and feel deeply.  Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. (Bible, Romans 12:15) It is a rhythm to which we realize love.

peace.

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No need to mince words.

Cite Soleil is a dump. A pigsty. Footing is rancid muck at neap tide, and liquifacted bilge at the perigee. The stench will do for your appetite. Pigs thrive, but people look transient, the kids in tattered shirts, excoriated skin eruptions. 

The ramshackle structures had one advantage. Nothing much was lost in the eathhquake.

It’s a notoriously lawless place, violent, run by various thug outfits. There’s disproportionate mayhem, and the police don’t care to go in after dark. Women are at risk.

Open cook fires result in horrific burns, which fester untreated.

The hind end of it, on the bay, under the middle marker for the ILS for runway 10 (what the hell- add jet noise to the mix), is called derriere chabon, behind the charcoal.

The place is just chaos, entropy’s bitter end.

In Rick Freschette’s words, a fixer-upper.

He doesn’t seem to think like the rest of us.

Lives in hand, we took a mototaxi down to see what he’s doing down there.

He went down to confer with the gangsters he hired at shop rates to build his primary care clinic and hospital. The plan is to treat basic problems  here, and refer the sickest ones to St Luc’s. A standard hub and spoke system- it works better for medical care than air travel. 

He opened an internet cafe there, too, but it’s been slow going- the net company stiffed him, or at least didn’t fulfill the terms of the contract. Just advancing the concept surprised me- no water, no electricity, no solid structures:

Rick, what the hell are you doing setting up an internet cafe?

Well, how are they going to participate in the modern world, look at Craig’s list, submit a resume, get a job without net access?

Rick, they don’t even have pants.

Right, they’ll need to get those, too. Make a list.

A tough guy to argue with.

First, he  got it off the ground- literally. All that rubble in downtown Port? Just scooped it up, and lay it in Cite Soliel, and built on it. Dry feet.

The hospital will be pretty nice- open wards with enclosed bathrooms in the back, 

a throughway in the front, like the cholera hospital layout.

He used the gangsters to build the hospital and the adjacent residences. They’re not bad as builders, and the result compares well to the surround. They seem proud of it.

 

He visits them daily, talks things over (and counts the silverware, I suspect). It’s a vigorous discussion.

They come to some agreement, everybody representing. They connect with him.

Later, he wants to power it with solar panels (possible), truck in water (expensive) or build a water tower (very expensive), and lay out septic lines (Nah. This place couldn’t pass a perc test at gunpoint) or collect the honey pots with a very expensive truck.

Honey pots- what, they called in George Orwell to head up the department of obfuscatory monikers?

But you get the idea. 

Start with a completely naive assumption.

Everybody everywhere deserves a little dignity, something clean and decent in their lives- regardless of the setting.

Then pretend everything is normal, and try to make it so. 

In just a short time, this leads to surprising ideas.

I spent most of my time looking down, at the pigs and the filthy kids, at the amazing cluster of garbage and detritus at the water’s edge.

That’s a doctor’s view, I think- feet of clay. I looked at the bottom of this next picture, and asked why? Rick looked at the top half and asked why not? 

That’s what faith will do for you.

But when I looked up and squinted a bit- a process made easier by my lack of wraparound shades, which would have kept perilous quantities of grit and road dust out of my conjunctivae- when I looked up and squinted, I could sort of see what he was talking about.  

Dr. Mac is in Haiti this week.  This is his latest:

“Cholera arrived in Haiti last October 12th, the runoff from the Nepalese UN camp fouling the Artibonite River, flowing downstream to St Marc’s in the central plateau, and then it was Katie bar the door. Initially, the treatment was chaotic, and widespread panic wasn’t just a doper’s band. The morgues filled way beyond capacity, people were afraid to bury their dead, and riots closed Cap Haitien. Many doctors and hospitals opted out. The great flood of earthquake sympathy and earthquake dollars dwindled to a trickle, more easily stanched than the disease. Before long, that river ran dry. The UN is still here in force, but NGOs squabble over ever smaller biscuits.
 Sewage treatment, the grand grotesquerie underpinning all modern civilization, is unknown in Haiti, where roadside gutters are a stinking disgrace. The disease is on board for my lifetime, at a minimum.
 St Damien’s, a high quality pediatric hospital, grew new divisions- I washed up at St Luc’s, which didn’t even exist before the quake, and mostly worked St Philomene’s, the cholera hospital, which of course was also brand new- both a couple hundred beds now, full fledged institutions.
 We got good at it. Eventually, things settled down. Severity was ranked A,B and C- the treatment became algorithmic, a nurse’s checklist. Now they just call when they bleed or have fever, TB or HIV, or something besides. Over the summer, the numbers declined.
Lately, the rains have been intense, unseasonal. It’s coming back with a vengeance.

But first, let’s do the numbers.

20,000 patients came through St Luc’s this year. Some, “A” patients, where treatable with ORS alone. “B” and “C” patients also required Lactated Ringer’s, at $2.50 a bag, and an IV, or more likely 3-4 IV’s over 3-4 days, at a dollar fifty a pop. The NG tubes were free, since I stole them, but the intraosseous lines were high at $25 bucks each. Some of the C patients required 25 bags the first day-  the fluid shifts amaze me still. Combining all, each cholera patient averaged 20 bags of Ringer’s.

We poured it in, and they poured it out, down the drain.

It was hot, so we ran some fans. We fed some families, mostly MREs, but beans and rice, too- had to buy that.

All in, a million 5.

A coupla FIKI Cirrus.

A large load carried cheap, if you ask me.

But they don’t. At least, they don’t ask about that.

Haiti’s too depressing, too close to home, a failure in too many ways. You can’t look at it hard without feeling worse about yourself, all of us, about humanity.

We should blame them.

So when people ask “Is anything really getting better down there? Where did all that earthquake money go?” They don’t really want details.

They want confirmation of widespread corruption.

They want absolution- forgiveness- what we all want, in case we skip an important moral step as we cruise through our blessedly sunny lives, at a safe altitude, our heading on autopilot.

In case our way of life is somehow integrally related to this penury.

In case this Jungian sense of connection, always felt, and reinforced by the net and global smalling, is real, and we really are meant to be our brother’s keepers.

But Hell, I like people.

I skip moral steps all the time- and never more than since I started coming to Haiti, for some reason.

So I let them off the hook.

I tell them I think it all went down the drain.

Quite a bit of it did.”

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